Early march entry...

argh. im always in here wen im really down. otherwise i ignore. such bad blogger. anyway, to those who noes me. hi. been so long since i meet up wid my frenz.

werk like shit as usual. boring. alto its d only motivation for me to go now is the people surrounding it. aiz...

personal life: nothing much. everyday werk til late, how to meet people. anyway been clubbin again. bad ah? was suppose to like stop goin. n yet i stil go. this time however, i din go wid alfred. oh yeah btw, things between me n him are over. we jus lost contact like tat. he totally ignored me.

ive been talking to daffi again. we went out last sat, supposedly fer movie, however i guess he knew tat i wasnt up for movie. so we ended up goin dinner n chattin away at subway. he had d urge to eat ice cream, mayb jus wanna remind me of our first date. we bought ice cream n headed to raffles. sat at courtyard n chatted away. been so long since we tok. missed him so much. i knew tat nite im gona fall fer him again. thers something abt him tat wil always attract me. which until now i dono wat.

im scared. scared of fallin for him again. will i be able to face rejection from him again. hes heartbroken at d moment. aiyah..guess jus let him have some time to chill. but hopefully its not too long. otherwise i miss the chance to be wit my dream guy!



| Lady Gadget Hackwrench C r u i s e d A t 3/14/2004 08:50:00 PM |