::: Homely Analytical Nonsensical Intuitive Lady otherwise known as Systematic Arrogant Hackwrench :::

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

aiz i hate calls from singapore esp home....jus got off the phone wid mum n dad. aiz life is so difficult. juggling sch n life...working out my own budget then tryin very hard not to overspend..how??? everything is so ex here. no matter how much i try to cut down its killing me...now i feel like cryin...aiz i managed to hold back tears til now..i missed home durin the 2nd wk im here...n i cried..n u were there to support me...now i jus dono if i hav any tears left...

suddenly i miss home badly. i jus wan to book my flight home n run away from all tis... its esp hard wen u've got nobody here...connie has eugene...sara has ruth...even now audrey has gabriel wid her..i get so jealous wen connie n eugene start their marital woes at home. always got someone to fight with...sara n ruth can jus argue any time any moment..hahah alto im usually d aunt aggie that they pour their frustrations to..which i usually keep quiet la..but its nice to argue wid another person...aiks lin ur goin berserk!!

i miss those times wen we had our verbal fights...haha yah funny rite but i guess it made us closer...n now..dono wats happenin...u always keep ur tots to urself...i noe its killin u as much as its killin me...mayb to u if we don contact, it wil help u cope better...but pls realise something, im a gal..im more emotional...i need more emotional support!!! n im a cancer gal..u shud noe wat kind of person they r....

im on d verge of givin up..realli..its jus too much to bear..now i reli miss working life..though d environment sucks..but at least i love wat i was doin...

| Lady Gadget Hackwrench C r u i s e d A t 4/13/2005 11:17:00 PM |