::: Homely Analytical Nonsensical Intuitive Lady otherwise known as Systematic Arrogant Hackwrench :::

Sunday, April 24, 2005

lotsa things goin thru my mind rite now. sch work, finance, love life, all the relationships....

i jus realised that i have to back log wid sch work. ive been ignoring my event journals til like im 3 wks late. i think i need to b more organised. when i wan to do work, pls do it and not slack and put on hold. my event proposal is like due in 3 wks time and we have not started on it yet. hotel project...hmm one of my grp mates backed out so we r short handed now. need to buck up cos there's more work to do. at least now we know tat we r on the right track for the report. now the only problem is to put everything together n analyse the situation wid the strategies. bisnes research is another headache. tryin to keep up wid tutorials and d assignement. cialat. shud have done tis subject durin my summer so i can jus focus on tis man. newai no use regretting, cant do anything, wats done cannot be undone...

finance wise...i jus finished tabulating all my expenses..from sch fees up to daily expenses...wah so far as of today, i've spent abt S$16,500 already. imagine how much money my dad is paying...im here for like 2 mths only n ive spent tat much.. all his hard earned money over the yrs goin down the drain so fast...im sorry dad. it shud b the money u gona spend for the upcomin yrs ahead. but bcos of me, u stil got to work in order for survival in the next 10 yrs or so...im so sorry...

now i realise how much our parents love us. all the sacrifices they do for us. nothing that we can do to replace them. and yet there are others out ther who left their parents in the lurch wen they become successful...

gosh i feel so lonely here. im so used to life havin frens surrounding me most of the time. now its all me..yah i noe i have frens here. but i gues we hav not come to a stage wher we r so comfy tat we can jus talk abt anything under the sun. and to make matters worse..the only person tat u miss terribly don wan to communicate wid u...aiz...life...can it get any worse?

| Lady Gadget Hackwrench C r u i s e d A t 4/24/2005 03:16:00 PM |