::: Homely Analytical Nonsensical Intuitive Lady otherwise known as Systematic Arrogant Hackwrench :::

Saturday, April 16, 2005

RESOLUTION....

ive decided! from next wk onwards...i wil have a study schedule again. yeah lyd i noe im bad at tat. no discipline to keep to it. but i think i have to change. at tis rate that im goin...im not gonna grad sei...been slackin like nobody's bisnes....

ok so wat do i need to do:
FOR SCH WORK
- evnt2001: presentation on monday, tmr we wil be meeting up to discuss, journals to complete. 3 to be exact n submit draft on thu...den need to sit down n discuss d sponsorship proposal..so wat is the final decision? what event r we doin?

- hosp2001: swot of hinterland resort by tue, need to come up wid strategies and action plans by wed, finis reading for tis wk's tut...do readings for tis wk's lecture, read up on tut's case study

- rbus2900: start mapping out assignment 2, search for my remaining 3 articles, re-do the table, answer anne-marie's tut qns....n readings for tis wk's lect n tut...all by tue nite...

so u mite have gues...my workplan for sun til wed is pretty pack...apart from the daily stuffs like cookin n washin up..n ive not done laundry tis wk...so my winnie d pooh laundry nag is damn high...i practically did nothing much yest n today...can someone knock some sense into me???!!

so many things to do n yet im not moving at all...wats happennin??? im goin bonkers man...im jus so demotivated!!! BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB i need u....gees im so dependent now..watdheck!

wat happen to d confident independent LIN??!!! y m i not standing on my own two feet anymore?? or have i? wah reality sinking in deeper...life alone is not fun. no fun joy n laughter...everything i do, boils down back again to my financial side..could i have dnr outside instead? so shud i have lch? can i afford it? should i buy this sweater? wil i realli need it? can i jus go out n chill wid my frens? but its almost $5 for a cuppa..is it worth it? aiz....its more depressing when u noe u don have any income comin in at all....

all my savings r gone! to my studies n my prep here....wen i head back to sg...im practically broke! i gotta get a job...anything..but mus b within my means...

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