::: Homely Analytical Nonsensical Intuitive Lady otherwise known as Systematic Arrogant Hackwrench :::

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

A TRIBUTE TO MY FRENS..

thanks guys n gals ..nothing is compared to ur frenships...

thanks razi for standing by me all the time..to hear my complaints..u noe how im feeling now...

thanks delysa for those encouraging words...

thanks yana n fiza for hearin my heart. but i noe..u gals cant do anything too...

thanks dale...u've always been the one..thats always there..n ive always taken u for granted...missing out on wen im happy but always remembering u wen im down..ive been a bad sister to u...im sorry...i promise that i wil be better wen im back...n always keep on smiling. thanks for d smile..always brightens up my day...

thanks zai for always screaming at me to study n hear all my nonsense everyday..ur d only one tat is in singapore tat i can talk to everyday..n literally talk..aiz the wonders of technology. either they make u or break u...n making me understand from his point of view..though now, i realli wanna noe his side...from his own heart...

thanks mail for always being the best guy fren tat ive always wanted. love u man..nothing cud eva describe how im feelin now...thanks for being the BEST...

WALKIN DOWN MY LIFE STORY....

yes i noe u guys told me tat if its too much, go out n relax...but no matter how i wanna go out n enjoy. i realise tat there r work to be done...from housework to sch work. wonder how did i manage to do sch work back then...now i jus don have the drive to do it...do they have pills to jus put into study mode wen u eat them? can someone tell me?

n u guys all asked me to focus on studyin...cos that's wat im here for...get my degree.. y din i jus settle for something back in spore...in sim or somehting...

come to think of it. was self reflecting tis monin..something which im able to do alot wen im here... y did i decide to come here for? to improve myself n get a better job when im back in spore. i started thinkin of my parents..d amt of moeny they r puttin into my studies from kindergarten to now...ive always had d best schs..

kindergarten wasnt jus PAP..its something tat my dad wanted tat wud reflect my parentage..haha yah 4PM..its a malay kindergarten but its good..i gues too good cos there were chinese in there too...n i scored...first in standard in K1 n i was bloody pissed wen i realised tat i was second wen i was in K2...haha d other gal beat me in Art to gain the better grade n thus the first position....

pri sch was also the best... none of my siblings had d opportunity to start off in a gd pri sch..n i did. but i guess thats wen i got to noe stress. n i din hav any idea on how to work ard it. i jus break down. i remember those times in p2 tat i cried the nite b4 exams..cos i was so scared. i knew my stuffs but i guess i put high expectations on myeslf..wanting to score at least 90 in all my subjects...n i wud cry oso wen i jus cudnt do my work..haha lyn cry baby sei...

n slowly i was walking down the PATH OF DOOM...

i did badly for my psle. played alot. din study. all my classmates wen either TKGS, Raffles Girls, RI, Victoria ..d worse sch apart from me n another guy...was temasek sec...aiz....even my teachers was shock to c my posting..tats wen i realise the first dissapointment in my dad.

but i did have a great time in sec sch...i did things in my speed. had lotsa frens, broke my heart, n most of all i enjoyed myself n learn to grow up...learnt abt the community n society...thanks PRSS. n that's wher i found my brothers..magnificient 7: BAND'S HQ...Brandon, Ahmad, Nazirin, Desmond, Suhaimi, Hafiz n Qadir...though there were arguments n fights..always there wen i need them..not forgeting Kai, Norlin n Nadira..n most importantly..FLAYS...fiza, lynn, aisha, yana n shawal...no matter wat happens..we wil always be there for each other...n lastly..Zai..my lesbian partner in crime during upper sec..haha wen u c lynn, u c zai..only wen im in band la, shes not ard...we sure had lotsa fun...

life went up n down..like roller coaster ride...we graduated n move on to the next phase of life..n we began to grew apart...but i did well for my O's...ferst time i saw d enjoyment n delight in my dad's eyes...but i had to crash it wen i told him of my choice in my next step...

poly life..i miss the closeness of FLAY n zai..all of us did diff things..followin our dreams n aspirations...but i met new people tat coloured my life..found new passion in life...thx fiza for makin me sign up for d climbing lvl 1 course..otherwise i think i wil b a hermit crab. dat move started a whole new world for me...

climbers..d circle of brudder n sista hood...bondage..hahaha those who noe wat im talkin abt..shuddup! LOL...from alumnis to d juniors...thanks guys for being the colours of my life...those tat went thru my 3 yrs...3 stooges..ab,mail n faizal..thx brudders...too many things to say...maria n shiling..d powerpuff gals together wid me...dale n nasir..thx..n from here i got my first real love....u noe i noe k..faizal n dale..THX..appreciate ur brotherhood to me...maria too..hehe sista...

not forgeting..my juniors..fiE, FirB, chee, kam...thx guys.. always keep me laughin...nyssa, asad n xiu..d new batch of powerpuff gals...

n my daily sch life...d wonderful 7 gals from aNf..haha thx gals..lin n alvin..we became the 3 musketeers...

n after 3 yrs, i graduated...wow ive neva felt so gd..a sense of achievement. a diploma..how d heck did i go thru it n pass sei? lol...another time i saw the delight in both my parents..even my bro turned up for my graduation. it was den i realise tat they have always been ard for me..jus tat i took them for granted...

i moved on to the workin world. met new people.....well i think i continue another time...tats another long story...hmm quite long for jus d 2 yrs ive work man..heeheh...

THANKS ONCE AGAIN...LOVE U PEOPLE A LOT....

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