ANOTHER DAY HAS GONE….
Wah wen u don’t have anything on..d day pass by very slow n ur money goes out like water running on a tap. That’s wat ive been doing man. Spending money..aiz…
Anyway, that’s just it. Finally finished all my assignments. Not sure if they are feasible productive work of art..but I think I can jus manage to scrap through man. Its really tough. I really underestimate uni life here. Especially when I thought they were they slow type, somehow I guess it brings my grades down too… I think getting a 5 tis sem for all my subjects is really good…connie just told us yesterday that grade 3 is now a fail grade. Argh…im panicking now..really…im really scared for my results for my assignments now..scared way scared!!!...im not here to enjoy life. Im here to learn about life. Improve my knowledge as well as learning to be d independent woman ive always wanted to be.
Yah..independent..hmm wen I started working, I realised that I was still under the care section of my parents. Everything is being controlled. I tot I left it all behind when I graduated poly but life is still the same. Just that they r slightly more flexible with the timing of my curfew..yah rite..extend another hr to midnight. Yup im 21 n I still have curfew of being home by midnight.
Down here, I have all the freedom..but the group of people im with..is somesort similar to my family life back home. We stay home mostly. Maybe cos they have been here for a yr already before I came. So nothing much too sight-see n stuffs for them to do..but I guess my parents tot that im havin a carefree life here. Partying everynight..which is so not true. Life here is much more subtle than my life in sg…im so used to havin people surrounding me. When my sistas cant make it, I still have my climbers or even my sec sch people from my ex-classmates to my band mates…im so used to havin lotsa frens who ive built the frenship since like 5 or more years ago…goin through everything, making new friends is jus tiring…sometimes I do want to go out, but transport wise..its not wise to travel alone here. Esp wen im a gal..if im a guy I think I don mind headin to city to check out the band in the bars..kakis here r also not d same as those back home..sometimes we r all too tired to do anything, but we still go out n have fun.
Now im more determined to get my license here so that I can drive around. Not sure if im getting a car though. I don’t mind being sara n ruth’s driver at times so just tat I can go out..i miss those times I had with hafiz where we can just head to clementi to have cheese prata..den drivin along east coast to check out people pashing hahahha…okla..to have cheese prata here at nite is like impossible unless I put the cheese on top of the instant prata tat Yuen is selling hahahaah..but the drivin part n crusing along AYE and ECP is those times I missed most..thats when I got to know hafiz better n understand him better. Yah hafiz..i miss u badly. I miss my brudder who keeps on knocking some sense into me. Although at times I don agree wid ur statements, somehow when I reflect back, it does make sense. Hahahaha
That is one of the simple things tat I enjoyed back then which I cant even have now. Guess reminising on the past is fine..but somehow u cant jus turn back the hands of time. None of the people here have the same type of frequency nor interests as me..mayb I have to meet more people..
| Lady Gadget Hackwrench C r u i s e d A t 6/03/2005 08:42:00 PM |
