::: Homely Analytical Nonsensical Intuitive Lady otherwise known as Systematic Arrogant Hackwrench :::

Friday, June 17, 2005

at least some things are getting better now...

although ive been so down...as ive neva been in my life before. the feeling now is worse than getting my PSLE results.. its as if ive let my dad down again...*long sigh*

newai hes back in my life. determined to make things work. well i hope so...now im really doubting myself. shud i go on like this...will this b jus for a while n things wud go back the same way again...finally he admitted tat he misses me. he tried running away but somehow its still there. hes afraid...that history will repeat itself. i really dono how to convince him that wen i love someone, i really do...not till the person screw up lotsa times then i let go....its hard for me to move on in life too..but i did. hopefully my return to sg in july wud make things better...

had a nice talk wid him past few days...he brighten up my days again...gosh i really miss him. i even get to see one of my bdae presents which is waiting for me back in sg...hehe another pinky thing..my own ipod mini..yah lin suaku..now den have ipod..hehehe

..yest wen we were talking, he suddenly sang this anuar zain song..which is one of the 4 malay songs he had on his iTunes...hahaha...newai he dedicated this song to me..cos it really reflected out lives now.

cant wait for next fri to come...which i have 6 more days to go...n i will be landing at Changi International Airport Singapore. off to changi that nite for nasi lemak..hehe..then next day to Fahimah's wedding with him...off to sentosa on sun...unpack on monday n have supper with yana!! wuhoo...i love my life next 2 wks..cant wait..its gonna b back like usual...chilling wid my love ones...

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