::: Homely Analytical Nonsensical Intuitive Lady otherwise known as Systematic Arrogant Hackwrench :::

Friday, July 01, 2005

inner tots n feelins...

i noe its not gd to publish my inner tots n feelings here. but somehow..i jus wish that im not the only one suffering wid dis problem. i hope ther are others out ther with the same problem..

ok im back in sg..met him. sorting things out..i din realise tat i miss him so much. i keep wantin to spend every single time i had wid him. i even cancelled my gal fren appt wid me jus to meet him. wat m i thinkin?! tis is freakin me out. ive neba felt tis way b4...i guess its true. absence makes the heart go fonder...it happened b4 to us..but we stil get to c each other so it aint tat bad back then..now we r like millions of miles away so its reli takin a toll on both of us...

ther is stil something abt him tat ive yet to discover..im scared tat if i found it, it will b d end. yah lin, i agree wid u..ive tone down alot tis time. i don go berserk nemore wen i heard that he is out wid another gal. somehow..i guess im convincin myself to trust him. n lyd, i noe...love can blind myself. n bein typical me, i sometimes jus tend to look n ignore the situation.

gosh i really love tis guy. n i hate him to bits too... argh im goin crazy...i need him as much as he needs me..but i cant stay in sg..so how do we go abt rectifying the matter??!!! i wan him to come to oz wid me..n he wants me to stay in sg...so how?!

| Lady Gadget Hackwrench C r u i s e d A t 7/01/2005 04:04:00 AM |