::: Homely Analytical Nonsensical Intuitive Lady otherwise known as Systematic Arrogant Hackwrench :::

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

this entry is dedicated to my grandma..Lamah Binte Mohammad...
GRANDMA IS IN CRITICAL CONDITION!

hi guys. pls do pray for my grandma's recovery ok. shes been in n out of hospital for the past one mth. This time ard it seems very critical....OHMIGOSH....my bro jus send me a msg. shes getting worse. everytime my grandparents r in critical stage, im not ard. hmmph d last time was my grandpa from maternal side...i had to work n really cant get off. i miss his last moments. n now tis time, nenek from paternal side is critical n im here in OZ...

hmm somehow tis time ard i feel better cos at least i met her lotsa times wen i came back for my month break...forever askin if ive eaten. askin me to eat...nek..lina dah montel cam ni, nenek suruh lina makan banyak2? ble pengsan nek...hehe n she wil always say tat im stil looking like a stick wen i look like a balloon...another memory was wen she was in hosp, hehe she dowan to drink nor eat cos she if she drinks, she needs to go toilet which is far. so to coax her..i told her tat she can go home if d doc can test her urine..not bad ah lin..cos she believed it..as d next day, my mum told me tat she began goin to toilet...hehe...

memories of growin up n rememberin them r quite vague..i seldom go to her house. rite now, reflecting...i realise that i missed alot of my grandparents bonding thingy. ive neba been close to them...all i had growin up was a grandma n grandpa but i din make use of the opportunity to get to noe them...after i came back to sg in july n hearin tat she was sick, i began to spend some time with her...but somehow i noe its too late..she managed to tell me some stories of her past..which i will cherish forever...

grandma..or the only nenek ive ever known..thx for sharing with me ur past. though it was short...u were the one that brought my dad into the world..which in turn brought me into this world. being away from home, makes me appreciate family more. all the sacrifices they made for us.

nek, if u have to go, my prayers r with u...GOD pls dont make her suffer...let her go in peace.

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