::: Homely Analytical Nonsensical Intuitive Lady otherwise known as Systematic Arrogant Hackwrench :::

Sunday, April 09, 2006

Its so sad..Bloddy April

i realise tt apr wud always be a bad mth for me. Ever since 3 yrs ago, so many things happen in apr..anyway jus read something abt this grp of frens i had in poly. We werent exactly in the same course but we had same subjects in 1st yr thus we were close. in fact most of my poly 1st yr were spent with them. i neglected my class mates for them most of the lectures haha..ive never been part of the wonders. Never did they add me as the 8th person though u noe la chinese always believe tt 8 wud b a lucky number. Alto i noe some of them better than the rest..

yes i was in fact at times felt hurt tt sometimes i wasnt invited to their gatherings esp after we graduated. Even during sch days wen we went into 2nd n 3rd yr, i seldom get to see them. yes i do miss them. goin into lectures realising tt there wasnt any seat reserved for me. sometimes they had things like watchin movies together n i cudnt make it or wasnt inform. i jus took it tt i wasnt in same cohort as them thus our timetables always clash.

i wasnt reli close to them already but nowdays whenever they meet up, i try to make it. even though i was like sick to d core. yes tt time we went sakura, i was actually sick the day b4. i realised tt i havnt set aside time for them oso wen i started workin back then. to those tt noe me for long, u noe tt im a workaholic. time never permits me to meet up wid frens not even my FLAYS.

gals, i jus have this to say. Yes the 6yrs of frenship is long, im sure we all treasure each other. accommodating to all the requests are hard. pple change in time. wat we r back then may not the same person we r now. priorities in life changes too as well as the person we met. the set of frens u had back in d diff sch will also differ.

PS: gal, i noe how they feel cos im havin the same thing wid my FLAYS. n i noe how u feel too. being a teacher is a tough thing. in fact, each career is impt to the society. but somehow i think they jus miss u. miss ur laughter on the corny jokes we all have.yes i noe things will never be the same again. but its sad to see the frenship broken jus like tt...

im sure if u guys talk abt it, u can compromise something. u dont have to spend money everytime u go out. mayb u jus hav d gathering at someone's place. bring chips or popcorn n rent dvds or jus play dress up. being a kid back again sometimes is FUN. spend some quality time together. i guess tts wats lackin rite now..spending quality time together.

jus my 2 cents worth to my frens..its sad to see d frenship fallin apart. i love u gals though sometimes i disagree with ur characters, personalities n opinions. BUt then, we r all humans..tell me who don make mistakes rite?

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