::: Homely Analytical Nonsensical Intuitive Lady otherwise known as Systematic Arrogant Hackwrench :::

Saturday, June 03, 2006

Dear Amir,

Im having fuzzy feeling..

its jus one of those days..when u know wat ur thinking and feeling..but somehow..ur jus lost..haiz..goin thru it rite now..my stomach isnt on gd terms wid me though..keeps goin to toilet..i think its due to the fresh chilli paste tat i ate at ruth's..hate tis wen i keep clearing my bowels..

tried uploading pics instead so that i don havt to type much. but somehow its not appearing...hmmm

well..jus called nenek..shes out havin pengantin again..i reli wish tat she wud stop working nowdays esp wid you ard. but come again, i know why shes doing it. atok's at work also..he shud be enjoying his retirement but yet hes stil working...even ur r sleepin at home..only abah awake..ummi is also at work..tonite she mite be home late. they havin midnite shopping..or was it yest nite? hmm pak long is online but away..guess hes busy with work..running ard sg to get stories..everyone is so busy..making sure things are alright. even my besties arent online..

hmm at times like this..is when i reflect on life, the main purpose im here. while i was typing my notes just now, i took a side glance at the pics pasted on the wall..those pics to remind me the purpose im here...yes i know its my personal legend in achieving the career i set for. but i wudnt have come far without the backing of all this pple...thanks darlings..i love u pple...esp in these past 2 wks..thanks alot.

i wanted to run away n end everything but the motivation u guys gave me..reminded me of the reason im here..seeing my lil amir pic..yes i miss u lots sayang..tantine mish u lots..im gona miss ur bdae too..but seeing ur innocent pic, makes me realise tat i want d future to be better for all of us. esp atok n nenek..don worry ok..im fine. jus feeling abit emotional due to exam stress. pray for the best for tantine ok? so that i can spoil u wen im back...hehe..don tell ummi n abah ok? shhh our secret..

Love from the sunshine state in downunder,
Tantine...

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