::: Homely Analytical Nonsensical Intuitive Lady otherwise known as Systematic Arrogant Hackwrench :::

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

SAD SAD DAY....

My Darling Toshi was in coma. He finally came through with a new heart but he totally lost his memory. I am so sad. I dont even know if he could recognise me anymore. All our shared memories are gone. Those vivid memories in terms of pictures...stories filled in word documents...songs that we sing to each other..presentation slides wid wonderful pics n colours..together with the budget of our lifes.. and career plans of lifetime together...the Ole Toshi is gone...gone with the old heart...im glad tat we spend ur last days together..singing our fav songs while mugging for exams..

im sorry. i wish i had handled u better. i know ur impt in my life but yet i was ignorant in getting u the best medicine available wen the u showed the signs of heart failure..u had a minor attack back then but all of us tot tat it was jus u wanting some attention..but now wid d major attack, i totally lost u...

hmm with this passing mth...alot of pple are leaving my life..goin back to their ways...all i thought was tat i had those memories wid me but i was wrong. its all gone. arghhhhhhh tis frustrates me man...

im jus lost for words rite now....to lose something dearest to u...nothing can change anything now...*sobs*sobs

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