::: Homely Analytical Nonsensical Intuitive Lady otherwise known as Systematic Arrogant Hackwrench :::

Monday, August 14, 2006

i guess rapunzel's move seems dramatic back then...but then again i was thinking and did some soul searching. i realised that this blog was wid me eversince i left poly. my journey thru life..the ups n downs n getting a job, leaving it and moving on to another phase in life. the people i met throughout the 3 years ive been blogging was marvelous.

As i was reading, i realised that ive changed throughout the years without me realising it. I was no longer the free-spirited girls who keeps on putting others before herself. I used to say yes to everything that was placed in front of me. never did a time that i said no. i just dint know how to. in fact till now, at times, i jus say yes though i know i cant...haiz..my weakness.

in certain entries, i talked abt the people surrounding me. they have changed too. some for the better while some for the worse. somehow i was resistance to the change cos me myself was changing. the evolution was just to much to bear.

so this marks the 587th entry im making..im just going to get by till dec..till im back again in sg...from then on..im goin to say goodbye to this blog as another chapter of my life ends. it holds my memories..my life..i try to blog more often this days cos i know..memories lasts longer but its nice to read my life in 10 yrs time...reflecting on how..the past decade has been for me. and see if ive changed for the better...

was reading a fren's blog just now..now that blog is a real word in dictionary.com...

Main Entry:
blog
Part of Speech:
noun
Definition:
an online diary; a personal chronological log of thoughts published on a Web page; also called Weblog, Web log
Example:
Typically updated daily, blogs often reflect the personality of the author.

well i do agree with it then..this blog reli reflect me. the ever confuse me who refuses to make my decisions until i get everyone's opinion..not opinionated u may say? more like i care for others more than myself. i hate hurting pple more than hurting myself. cos i know the feeling of being hurt, it sux big time...
as ive said b4..all i wan is happiness....

i was reading my lecture notes jus now and found out abt the globalisation and the way things work..some pple are getting underpaid while the employers are gloating on the revenue earned. this sux big time man..it makes me feel really bad..i wish the world is a better place. pls..all i wan is happiness....

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