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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

hopes n dreams crashed


how do u feel
wen ur hope n dreams comes tumbling down
with jus one mere grade


how do u feel
when u dissapoint ur parents
once again in ur life


how do u feel
when u feel so useless
cos u noe u did ur best
but yet results prove otherwise


yet for me
i cant feel anything
no emotions
no thoughts
jus pure blank black thing
cos i let them down
BIG TIME
tis time ard


i feel so useless
i feel failure
i lost my drive
i lost my self
i totally lost it
cos im like a lifeless soul wonderin ard
it seems tat my body isnt responding to me


yes
i guess im a human
with faults
MAJOR FAULTS
no longer a perfectionist
no longer the determined girl
no longer the cheerful girl
cos i lost myself.




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Lady Gadget Hackwrench
Jus me


Somewhere there's someone
who dreams of your smile,
and finds in your presence
that life is worth while.
So when you are lonely,
remember it's true
Somebody somewhere is
thinking of you.

- K. Blackburn -

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future

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