::: Homely Analytical Nonsensical Intuitive Lady otherwise known as Systematic Arrogant Hackwrench :::

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Have i been analytical in my conversations?

I wonder sometimes. Wen will i ever find someone who can match my sharp tongue? Was chatting wid a fren jus now who read my previous blog abt malay singaporeans in the hospitality industry. Den the conversation turns into the economy of singapore and the elections. Today is polling day. First time in my life i get to vote n im overseas. Well there goes my first chance of exercising my rights as a Singaporean. Ok i noe im not suppose to say anything abt the elections so might end up behind bars wen i reach sg again in dec..so that is it..

Back to my conversation with my fren, he said that first time he got to noe me, i seem shy, reserve n quiet. Then as time goes by, i turn into the cheerful, forever smiling Lin that most of u noe. "Ok go" was one of my fav remarks back then. I was 'gungho' and 'everything also can'. It was the rebellious stage of my life he said, wen everything pple say, i always had something to shoot back. Time pass by again, we lost contact. Wen we catch up again, he said that i had totally transformed into another person. He cudnt recognise me at first.

Ok apart from the physically changes to my appearance, he said that im no longer the lin that he knew. But 2 things stayed the same, my smile n my sharp tongue. Just that my sharp tongue now is more spicer..i use words to my advantage. This was like 2 yrs ago, wen i was working..again we were lost in our lifes n lost contact. Last dec, wen i went back, we met up again. This time he said, "Lin, u r u." I was like..whatthe?

He concluded that over the 10 yrs of frenship that we had, he had seen so much changes in me. From the naive young little gal to the lady i am now. One of the things he admired was that I could adapt and adjust myself quickly to new situations. He said that I know wen to be the sweet little gal and be the matured young adult. But it is something that some pple cant predict in the 2/3 yrs of being in frenship with me. U really need to be comfortable with me in order to really understand me.

One of the things he said that made me smile was this: "Lin, throughout this years, u have never put urself before others. U always make sure that pple are happy b4 ur happy. U don like to take pple for granted. U don say thank you out loud but ur smile n actions always prove them. U don show ur love anyhow and wait til the right moment to surprise them. And wen u do, u will go all out. Be it in relationship and frenship. U hate politics and always try to be the neutral person. U love to analyse things from different perspectives. U dont judge a bk by its cover. U let them open up n u read each chapter carefully before deciding if its a fren or a foe or even just an accquintance. U are always optimistic and know what ur goals are in life. Even in sec sch back then, u already start charting ur career path already. U always plan before u do something. To sum it up, i only have 5 words to describe u, ur an optimistic, perfectionist, unsnobbish, affable and goal-oriented person. By being that person, u r u."

wow he surprised me. judging that we seldom talk analytically in our chats. Next thing he said was, "BUT to find that someone special, u will take a long time. Cos u r so comfy being u that u feel that by loving someone, u need to change accomodate to that person. So far u have not found someone who completes u cos u complete urself. U have proven to people that u can be independent. So for ur life partner, he complements u. Not complete u. Hes just suppose to make u stronger and bring u down to earth wen ur so focused on getting ur goals cos u tend to forget abt earth wen ur on a mission. And its the vice versa for him. In conclusion, ur suppose to find the MALE version of u."

So my response to him was, " Yes i agree with you. Thats y im jus waiting for him."....im tired to search for him. let him come to me. so if u r the one, n think that im gonna find u, wait long2 ok. or mayb u wait till im 29 n my mom will find u. hah her job if i don get married by 29 is to find a hubby for me...

but for hmm i miss my little Tigger..haiz..he was so tak bole duduk diam yest...n my sis said he fits nicely into the tigger shirt n pants i bought him last dec. i wan the pics!

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